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We're Strong.

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 10:31:23 GMT

Anorexia is a lifestyle.

Not a disease.

Todays Menu [ so far so good ]

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 10:29:02 GMT

2 sticks of Big Red - 20 cals [ It's the only fucking gum I have now, it's way too much for gum. Oh well. ]

1 Diet Cola - 0.5 cals [ Not as good as Diet Dr. Pepper *0 cals!*, but it'll do ]

An Anorexic Quote [ Beautiful Imagery ]

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 10:26:24 GMT

"One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure clear shape of me, bones. That is what we all are, what we're made up of and everything else is just storage, deposit, waste. Strip it away, use it up."

Binge! Same day..

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 06:04:10 GMT

Peanut butter sandwhich - 250 calories

Fried egg on buttered toast - 500 calories

Toast and jam - 200 calories

Apple - 50 calories

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I just totally screwed myself today.

I'm gonna go puke, then come back and weigh myself.

I currently weigh 55.5.

Lets see how much I can shed.

June 10th, 2006

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 02:28:46 GMT

It's just 6:29 am here in the morning, and already I've eaten a quarter of a bagel (against my own will), and a a few teaspoons of cream cheese. I feel so fucking guilty. Ahh. I checked, it amounts up to 150 calories. Oh my gosh.. I'm not gonna eat tomorrow..