65 lbs.
Kuwaiti,teen,15,rock,metal,female,anorexic,andadashofbulimia.
"I want to be so thin, light, airy, that when the light hits me, I don't leave a shadow behind, that when I walk across the snow I will not leave so much as one footprint to mar its virgin purity, that I can dance between the raindrops in a downpour."
Goal; 29 kgs ( 6 5 l b s ).


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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

We're Strong.

Anorexia is a lifestyle.

Not a disease.


Todays Menu [ so far so good ]

2 sticks of Big Red - 20 cals [ It's the only fucking gum I have now, it's way too much for gum. Oh well. ]

1 Diet Cola - 0.5 cals [ Not as good as Diet Dr. Pepper *0 cals!*, but it'll do ]

 


An Anorexic Quote [ Beautiful Imagery ]

"One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure clear shape of me, bones. That is what we all are, what we're made up of and everything else is just storage, deposit, waste. Strip it away, use it up."


Saturday, June 10, 2006

Binge! Same day..

Peanut butter sandwhich - 250 calories

Fried egg on buttered toast - 500 calories

Toast and jam - 200 calories

Apple - 50 calories

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I just totally screwed myself today.

I'm gonna go puke, then come back and weigh myself.

I currently weigh 55.5.

Lets see how much I can shed.

 


Friday, June 09, 2006

Currently Watching
13 Going On 30 (Special Edition)
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June 10th, 2006

It's just 6:29 am here in the morning, and already I've eaten a quarter of a bagel (against my own will), and a a few teaspoons of cream cheese. I feel so fucking guilty. Ahh. I checked, it amounts up to 150 calories. Oh my gosh.. I'm not gonna eat tomorrow..